Indeed I have sucked it up to heights
Unknown to those outside
My body has contained and suppressed

And swallowed and abetted
Oh I am a stranger to myself
Beneath altruism dwells

A force uncontended
A voice that is tempered
To boiled and unhindered


Who am I kidding?
I am not some Mother there'sa

If I don't say something soon
I will break from the weight of the high road I take
No


Indeed I need my chance to fail
Some room to unravel

I need a chance to blame for two minutes
Unbridled, unbrazened
So I need imaginings of maiming

Fantasies of outright screaming
I need a chance to thrash for minutes
Uncontained, unforgiving


Who am I kidding?
I am not some Mother there'sa

If I don't do something soon
I will die from restraint
As a sick subjugate

No

I will move beyond, I'm certain of that

The sooner I go the quicker I'll be back
I would not threaten or cause you any harm
Have to get this out or my light will go out


Who am I kidding?
I am not some Mother there'sa

If I don't do something soon
I will die from restraint
As a sick subjugate