Well, I wake up around four or five

Eat, shower, and get dressed in about an hour's time


Take my vitamins, check my messages


And call around to some friends

Make plans for dinner and drinks sometime after nine





Well, I'm definitely going to call it in early tonight

I need to dry out and take some time to clear my mind


Now before you know it, here I am again


$#&@ing two in the morning

Standing in a bar with a drink in hand





How low can you go

Before you can't turn around?





Now seriously, this is my last and final time

Well, I'm making some big, big changes in my life


No, you won't catch me down here again


Waiting to score, sweaty money palmed into my hand

What the $#&@ are you cutting this with anyway?





Because I have got some really big plans

And today's the day I'm putting them into action


But before you know it, here I am again


$#&@ing 6 in the morning

Rolled up dollar bill in my hand





How low can you go

Before you can't turn around?





And I'm sick of feeling like I'm losing my mind

Sick of doing the same things night after night


Sick of self loathing and self absorption


Self destructive narcissism

I'm sick to death of being constantly $#&@ing sick of





I don't know who I can trust

Thought there was us, now there is no one