I've found tricks.
That I use when I know that I've been beat.
I climb so $#&@ing deep inside of me.

I've said it once and I'll scream it again.
Sometimes hatred is my only friend.
Something terrible has crossed my mind.

$#&@ing miserable all the time.
Something terrible, it's in my head.
It's killing...it's killing me.

I was born with this fault they call rage.
I never asked for this pain, it just came.
All the times that I hurt my family and myself and my loves.

Something terrible has crossed my mind.
$#&@ing miserable all the time.
Something terrible, it's in my head.

It's killing...it's killing me.
I was born with this fault they call rage.
I never asked for this pain, it just came.

All the times that I hurt my family and myself and my loves.