i'm killing myself slowly
way too $#&@ing slow
you never see my weakness

i never let it show
buried so deep inside me
i can't remember where

on my way straight to hell
and i'll wait for you there
where can i find the answers

i've looked everywhere
drugs, religion, sin and penance
i've tried them all they're not the cure

i've been beaten down by life
but i'me still fighting abck
i want to die with dignity

keep your tears i'm on track
destined to go nowhere
determined to get there first

where can i find the answers
i've looked everywhere
drugs, religion, sin and penace

i've tried them all they're not the cure